Well here I am at midnight,can’t sleep feeling so lonely from within..I just want to feel loved…
So its been two years since I was in a relationship and right now I am scared to go back into the relationship “water”. I am hurting deep inside really bad but I really don’t feel it if I occupy my mind.
I am so SCARED of relationships. It’s really bad,I get a “proposal” (will you go out with me kind) and I just can’t bring myself to say yes.I am not even thinking about the proposal. I am tired of jumping from one relationship to the other. I am close to tears..
Really trying my best to move on but it’s hard..I am not thinking about my ex(tho he has moved on) or any ex bfre him but I just hurt real deep..
I really hope I get over this instantly before I drive away the ones that love me.
(Cloudy eyes can’t proof read.) 😦 😦 😦
Seems I have commitment issues..Do I have it??